The surprises just keep on coming

I literally feel like this kid when he spontaneously sprouts fins.

My gifts have turned on exponentially since starting my business April of 2026. I knew I could talk to dead people, and I knew I could see glimpses of the future, and past. But I think with the practice of using my gift on a near daily basis professionally has opened my channel exponentially. Most afternoons between the hours of 2-4p, you can find me in a state of emotion only describe as somewhere between, surprise and horrified with what new abilities I find have just been laying dormant in me. I am freaked out.

Freaking listen to me- these are not skills I’m trying to learn. I’ve never in my entire life thought to myself, ‘damn, I think i’d like to be able to remote view the history of the pyramids, pull a Dr. Dolittle and starting taking to pets (earthside and otherwise), and connect with myself through my own lineage (I am my own great grandpa and he was a sociopath-in this life we integrate).
I cannot emphasize enough how disorient all of this is for me sometimes. I’m not spending my off time reading books on how to increase my abilities. I’m not meditating and asking my guides and my higher self for wisdom on how to open up more to the universe. No, quite the freaking opposite. I’m at the gym getting a download between sets. And I’m quite often lamenting to myself, my guides, my oversoul— HEY WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT??? I DIDN’T KNOW I COULD DO THAT.

As long as I’ve consciousness been aware of my gifts, I’ve just been trying to manage or suppress them. They have often felt like an intrusion, literally like growing fins, both amazing and scary- and only really beneficial in the right environment. But it can be a real pain in the dick knowing things I don’t want to know. And, its really really isolating and can be very lonely. Luckily, I’m late in life diagnosed autistic, so I’m acclimated to feeling out of place. All of thisI am extremely grateful for the core supportive people following my journey. It’s the most support I’ve received and I can’t always express how much it keeps me afloat sometimes.

Quick recap- what I knew I could/can do:

• I knew I could “talk to dead people”

• I just “knew” things I couldn’t explain. A term I saw for this recently was “Analogous Cognition” and I love that.

• I also was aware I could see the “original trauma” of a person’s life that they continued to repeat in an attempt to rewrite the ending. This is referred to as Repetition Compulsion in psychology and it is fascinating.

• I was aware I can literally feel people’s emotions in my body, as if I’m in their body. I’m often more aware of it in my system though then the 'host’ usually is, because my body reads it as a foreign sensation, whereas the original host of the sensation is likely acclimated to the way their body feels shame, joy, hope, anger, so on.
  I knew I could also see moments in people’s lives that they were trying to keep secret. I thought I had OCD for a few years and was even self-referred to a psychiatrist for testing (I do not have OCD, by the way). Turns out I was just getting visual and analogous cognition of people’s darkest moments, sexual escapades, and cruelest motivatations. I’ve worked on creating a stronger, less porous energetic buffer around myself so as to not pick up on shit like this as often, but it does still happen.

• I also knew that I was remote viewing, but I didn’t have a term for it. Remote viewing is basically just being a fly on a wall at a time and place that you physically are incapable at being at. Because time isn’t linear, any timeline, past, present, future, actualized or not, is remote viewable. I began spontaneously remote viewing summer of 2022, the start of my Saturn Return, while trying to learn how to meditate. It was just a traumatic experience, and I had no one to talk to about it, I kept it to myself and avoided mediating again for the next two years. I don’t know why, my once again I began spontaneously remote viewing again in January of 2026. Because I know my channel is more clear when I have a witness or audience (present or not), I do have videos of these first remote views and they’ll be available on my membership site soon.

• I knew I could see pastlives, but this wasn’t the bulk of the information I received and didn’t come through very clearly or very often.

Whats new: spiritual gifts edition

Holy health information, Batman. This was new. I one hundred percent have predicted surgeries, health conditions, and even family histories of diseases in sessions. More importantly, Spirit provides a metric shit ton of health recommendations for people to prevent and limit the continuation of their conditions (There’s a reason why I have a clause in my disclosure statement stating that all information provided is for entertainment purposes only, etc. etv.) The supplement and healing modalities became so frequent, I made a list on my ShopMy page just for them. This is particularly helpful the entire remote reads, my Asych Reads, I was providing because the client isn’t present for me to make sure they understand the recommended suggestion. *Not that while some of these links on my ShopMy are affiliates, most are not. Also, even the ones that are, 10percent of a $8.99 supplement is hardly a lucrative side-gig. I mostly just use it as a list to guide people in the right direction.

Sometimes I’ll just hear the words or phrases related to a health condition, but because I’m extremely visual, most of the time I can see and viscerally feel the health concern. It’s as if I have both a microscope to see it on a celluarly or macro level, and I can physically feel its effects in my own body. I even remote view the behavior patterns my client may be participating in that either contributed to it, or just epigenetically turned it on in their genome. I also can see people’s DNA, and where in their lineage the illness was sparked and how it was passed down. This is almost always in response to a traumatic event that then manifested in the physical body. It’s amazing to observe and seeing people’s DNA strands is also mesmerizing.

Yo, I can talk to pets, isn’t that wild? Both on this side and the other, either way the signal is the same. The first time it happened, a client asked to speak to their living dog, and I didn’t even have time to second guess if that was a thing I could do. The dog immediately came through with such clarity, it was also if she was just waiting for the invitation. I’ve also connected people with their pets on the otherside. That is also just the same as connecting with pets that are earth side, or loved ones on this side or the other. It’s all the same. I don’t know why.

Next, I also talk to living people. This might sound obvious, but I think it is not. Earlier this spring, a client remarked at the end of a session, that the hour together had really surprised her. “I thought we were going to just talk to my (pass on) parents, but you brought up all the conflict with my son, and his life.” And yes, it didn’t occur to me that talking to liveing people’s oversoul and bringing forth their perspective would be atypical for a medium. But it happens almost every session. If you have a conflict with your dad, I’m going to sniff it out, and his energy, higher, spirit- whatever you want to call it, will enter the session. I really am mediate family conflict more nearly every session.

I can energetically check in on clients before sessions. This one makes sense, and I don’t do it often, as I know I’ll be meeting them soon, but sometimes it’s more like their energy checks in on me, really just to let me know they’re looking forward to our time together.

I can fact check this history channel. Listen, they are freaking lying to us.

Okay, stay tuned for more because as I have mentioned a million times at this point, I’m about to embark on yet another nonconsensual spiritual awakening and god knows what I’ll be up to that THAT.