Being psychic is ruining my life

Things I can no longer do

• listen to or learns about current events without beginning to remote view. Any question I have, I’m immediately taken there to learn the answer.

• play trash celebrity gossip as background noise- again I begin remote viewing but worse b/c many are lizard people. I can really see who is a trafficker and who is trafficked without even asking to know. I can see their crimes committed. I can’t even have their faces come up on my screen bc it’s so alarming.

• play dumb. I know when I my body what’s or doesn’t want a nutrient. I know what streets are not safe. I know everyone has freewill, but unless it’s in my contract to not know something, I’ll likely pick up on it.

• I can’t unsee the connectedness between my behavior pattern, my childhood wounds, my past/co-occuring life loops, and shadow. That ache in my back? Yep, many many betrayal wounds, now being utilized as a place for the veil to thin, info to get to me clearly, And flars up in pain when I’m trying to grip too tightly to details in my life, and thereby stress eat, overwork, undersleep, and exacerbate my hyper-mobility, by having “too many moving parts” and “lacking stability.” It’s all the same thing. This is just one example.

• ok I can’t keep lying: the moons energy is not motherly, loving, nurturing. The moon, I do love it and have it tattooed on me twice, is daunting, eerie, foreboding. A place of collapse that happens in utter silence and ungroundedness.