How I ended up 32 w/no family but also the most successful I've ever been

An entire year had passed and I had released the jealous, unreliable connections in my locale (you know, the people too busy to preoccupied to pick me up at the airport)..

I was lonely, having released all this dead weight, but not replacing it. I’m still lonely, but still, I would rather be alone and lonely than be guilted, shamed, and asked to accept relationship dynamics that that do not work for me—relationships that would require me to be dead for it to be sustained.